This is a journal created for the sole purpose of my releasing the frustrations and complications of addiction within my life. This is a safe space for me and anyone who chooses to read it. I've dealt with addiction in a wide array of sorts for my entire life up to this point, whether it be with food, drugs, alcohol, or anything else that bring out the inner addict in me. I've often slipped in and out of recovery, hid behaviors and actions from my friends and family, and succeeded to promote a wonderful facad. Thus, this journal will represent the other half of my doublexlife.